I’m extremely, extremely excited for military ball.

Why? Maybe it’s just because I’m not planning on going to Sadie’s this time around, an this year’s MB theme is Casino Royale, which makes me want to wear a nice, standout red dress. Or some bold-ish color that I’d never be confident enough to wear otherwise. But I love everyone in ROTC so I’m just going to wear a facade of overflowing confidence and hope my insecurities don’t overwhelm me.

I’m probably going to go with Vy, which isn’t a bad thing, because I love her to death, even though I’d never admit it because we have that “let’s not admit we’re as close as we are” type of friendship and people repeatedly ask us if we’re “best friends now” and we just “fake” disgust and laugh it away during the car ride home. Haha, oh goodness. But it just means that, if not now, I’ll probably never grow the balls to ask him out, because only someone in ROTC can ask an outsider to go and if I don’t ask him to thus then I probably won’t ask him to homecoming because, I mean, who am I kidding? Heh.
Ok.